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Welcome to my blog. A Ouran High Host Club Fan... So... IT"S OURAN MADNESS! Haha. Have a good time anyway.

Name: ___
Nick: ___
Birthday: ___
Zodia?
Age?
Location: ____
Schools: ___

Currently hook on to Ouran High School Host Club!

Loves
Ouran High School Host Club!

Hates
Bugs

Enjoys:
Read manga of Ouran High School Host Club

Wishlist
Wish!!!

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August 2008

September 2008

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I have returned again!!!

You know, I feel really sad and anxious now.
It's kinda like a weird churning in my belly that makes me want to throw up (or fart, okay, shouldn't have said that (LOL) XP).
I'm worried for a friend.
I feel so despondent for him (and yes, he's a guy)...
*shakes head*

Oh well.
I said that I would talk about my two great buddies in the previous post and I'm gonna stick true to my words and tell you what I think about them!

Don't ask me why I put Nicholas name in front of Zhi Jie cuz that's just some wayward thinking of yours; and I had no particular motive for doing so.
'Sides, I know Nicholas better cuz he talks more to me than Zhi Jie does...

N:
Nicholas is my senpai by 4 months and my first impression of him was:
Cold, moody, aloof, want-to-murder, vulgarities-infested kind of guy.
I still remember my reluctance when I talked to him (he was the 1st I discovered who loved Manga in Teck Whye) as I figured out that guys didn't like girls.
When I asked him if he liked Manga, he looked as if he didn't expect anyone to talk to him (his expression was like: "Why the hell are you talking to me?!") and come to think of it, I was kinda like holding my breath (perhaps in fear?)

But when I started knowing him a little more, I could see that he wasn't at all like my first impression.
In fact, I was attracted to him for a reason: He reminded me, too much, of my son, Die.
They had the same aura around them...He seemed a little unloved. Empty and hollow inside. Out-of-place, awkward, sad, lonely and probably most of the characteristics Die has.

To me, he lacked confidence and communicating skills and he didn’t interact much with others.
I still remember the time when he talked to me, he looked at the floor and/or the empty air beside me.
He was really awkward.

But he's improving loads now! ^^
Now, he can talk smoother and give people eye contact when he communicates.
He spends most of his time in the Library and the Club Room, either reading, drawing, chatting with the librarian or surfing the Net.

One thing about him is that he really cares for his friends.
Once, when Zhi Jie lost his Singtel Card (on Friday), all three of us went searching high and low for it.
It was pretty pointless but I know we shouldn't give up hope; so I tried my best to search, looking through every crevice and every blade of grass.
While searching, I was worried about the safely of those two guys.
It was in an open car-park and I was really terrified that they would accidentally get hit or something.
So while praying for the appearance of the Singtel card, I was fervently praying for the safety of those two blockheads.
Thank God.
But in the end, we didn't find it and gave up halfway.
However, Zhi Jie looked so downcast that the air was simply thick with it.
I really wished I could have done something but I didn't know what.
I wanted Zhi Jie to smile and laugh again...
Seeing my friends so sad made me want to really, really cry.
I could feel Nicholas' discomfort as if it were my own and finally, despite all the sadistic comments he had made while searching for the lost card, he dumped his bag and went to search again.
We left for the bus (we lost at least 3), Zhi Jie and I, while Nicholas persevered in the search.
After several minutes, he smsed me and told me that he simply couldn't find it and asked me to cheer ZJ up.
I wanted to...so much.
So bad, that it made my heart hurt.
I hated seeing his dejected face but what could I do?
I didn't even know him well enough.
...

Nicholas has that gangster and really emo look, but once you know him well enough, it's really not how he looks like outside but the inside.
I hate it when people judge who you are just because of how you look on the outside.

There's more about him but I should stop for now...
Now, it's Zhi Jie for the next post!

- Ouran High Host Club Moe Moe Diary ;

http://arehanodra.deviantart.com

Welcome to my blog. A Ouran High Host Club Fan... So... IT"S OURAN MADNESS! Haha. Have a good time anyway.

Name: ___
Nick: ___
Birthday: ___
Zodia?
Age?
Location: ____
Schools: ___

Currently hook on to Ouran High School Host Club!

Loves
Ouran High School Host Club!

Hates
Bugs

Enjoys:
Read manga of Ouran High School Host Club

Wishlist
Wish!!!

If you have any, paste it here.



Paste music codes if you want.

August 2008

September 2008

Tag Me!

Links

Friends
Designer

Credits

Credits Designer: Designer Hosting of Image: Photobucket
Hosting of Website: Blogger
Picture from: Deviantart
Tag Board: Cbox

I have returned again!!!

You know, I feel really sad and anxious now.
It's kinda like a weird churning in my belly that makes me want to throw up (or fart, okay, shouldn't have said that (LOL) XP).
I'm worried for a friend.
I feel so despondent for him (and yes, he's a guy)...
*shakes head*

Oh well.
I said that I would talk about my two great buddies in the previous post and I'm gonna stick true to my words and tell you what I think about them!

Don't ask me why I put Nicholas name in front of Zhi Jie cuz that's just some wayward thinking of yours; and I had no particular motive for doing so.
'Sides, I know Nicholas better cuz he talks more to me than Zhi Jie does...

N:
Nicholas is my senpai by 4 months and my first impression of him was:
Cold, moody, aloof, want-to-murder, vulgarities-infested kind of guy.
I still remember my reluctance when I talked to him (he was the 1st I discovered who loved Manga in Teck Whye) as I figured out that guys didn't like girls.
When I asked him if he liked Manga, he looked as if he didn't expect anyone to talk to him (his expression was like: "Why the hell are you talking to me?!") and come to think of it, I was kinda like holding my breath (perhaps in fear?)

But when I started knowing him a little more, I could see that he wasn't at all like my first impression.
In fact, I was attracted to him for a reason: He reminded me, too much, of my son, Die.
They had the same aura around them...He seemed a little unloved. Empty and hollow inside. Out-of-place, awkward, sad, lonely and probably most of the characteristics Die has.

To me, he lacked confidence and communicating skills and he didn’t interact much with others.
I still remember the time when he talked to me, he looked at the floor and/or the empty air beside me.
He was really awkward.

But he's improving loads now! ^^
Now, he can talk smoother and give people eye contact when he communicates.
He spends most of his time in the Library and the Club Room, either reading, drawing, chatting with the librarian or surfing the Net.

One thing about him is that he really cares for his friends.
Once, when Zhi Jie lost his Singtel Card (on Friday), all three of us went searching high and low for it.
It was pretty pointless but I know we shouldn't give up hope; so I tried my best to search, looking through every crevice and every blade of grass.
While searching, I was worried about the safely of those two guys.
It was in an open car-park and I was really terrified that they would accidentally get hit or something.
So while praying for the appearance of the Singtel card, I was fervently praying for the safety of those two blockheads.
Thank God.
But in the end, we didn't find it and gave up halfway.
However, Zhi Jie looked so downcast that the air was simply thick with it.
I really wished I could have done something but I didn't know what.
I wanted Zhi Jie to smile and laugh again...
Seeing my friends so sad made me want to really, really cry.
I could feel Nicholas' discomfort as if it were my own and finally, despite all the sadistic comments he had made while searching for the lost card, he dumped his bag and went to search again.
We left for the bus (we lost at least 3), Zhi Jie and I, while Nicholas persevered in the search.
After several minutes, he smsed me and told me that he simply couldn't find it and asked me to cheer ZJ up.
I wanted to...so much.
So bad, that it made my heart hurt.
I hated seeing his dejected face but what could I do?
I didn't even know him well enough.
...

Nicholas has that gangster and really emo look, but once you know him well enough, it's really not how he looks like outside but the inside.
I hate it when people judge who you are just because of how you look on the outside.

There's more about him but I should stop for now...
Now, it's Zhi Jie for the next post!

- Ouran High Host Club Moe Moe Diary ;