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Friday, August 22, 2008

*continued from previous post*

Zhi Jie is a rrrrrreally lanky guy with awesome hands and fingers!!!
That was my first impression of him.
But I admit that I'm TOTTALY fasinated with his pianist-like fingers and long limbs...the one's I yearn to have! (hahaha!)
He's so tall too!!!!!!!!

Eh, no.
Wait.
That was my second.

My first was that Zhi Ji was one word: nerd
Idiot me.
But because of his hair, that was my first impression (haha).
Similar to Nicholas' case, my first impression was totally way off.

I don't really know much about Zhi Jie, because unlike Nicholas, I'm not too sure how to connect with him.
One thing for sure: He's a great guy.
Don't ask me why either.
I don't know...
He has this aura (this word...again!) around him.

After what I'd learned about him today, I respect him all the more and I think that he is able to mask a certain degree of sadness and his problems with indifference.
Forgive me if I'm wrong, but I really am not good with this stuff!
He's incredibly mature for his age and I mostly see him hogged on on his handphone with smses.
I never knew what a significance that was.

After reading his personal thoughts (which broke my heart and made me really want to cry but didn't as I didn't want to be a bother in the bus), there was a cold lump in the pit of my stomach.
My throat contracted really tightly and my heart was compressing with such pressure, I wanted to break down. (These are usually the symptoms I have before I cry)
He's been through so much and he handled them the way more-matured people would.
But he was unsure; very unsure.
I don't blame him.
I would too.

He knew what was right and wrong...
Ah crap, why am I saying these?

He's a sweet guy too.
However, I think he relies alot on other people's options and thoughts, and ranking status too.
Dude! If he likes art, he should pursure art!
Why should he stop just because he thinks he can never draw as well?!
That's just the lies of the Devil!
He should strive for something he really wants and work towards it!
Don't give up art, Zhi Jie!!!

I'm not like Mira.
I can't tell people's Inner Souls.
I really admire Mira for that...
Nicole too, as she has the Gift of Connecting (like my Twins)...

My wish is to know Zhi Jie alot better and be his good friend.
Someone he had confide to and trust, you know?

I always believe that the lack of communication is the main key that people throw away or ignore (what am I talking about?) and that everyone needs a listening ear.

...Zhi Jie's a GREAT guy and I really want to know him better.
If only I knew how...

I love people's smiles and grins.
I don't want them to look sad or weary.
Is that too much to ask?
Is it?!

...

Oh yeah, it is.

*sighs despairingly*

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